Monday, April 16, 2007
Thinking of ending my blog..,,,,,
Maybe it is the weather,maybe it is my illness,neither one of us working right now,i don't know.I am beginning to think that i want to shut the world out as i just can't pull out of this nasty nasty feeling of emptyness,lonleyness and depression.My life is and world is crumbling all around me and all i can do is try to grab at any string.I know in time that this will pass,with alot of hard work for me.I don't think I have ever tried so hard to understand the bible as i keep rereading it.I can hardly walk,can't work which is not helping matters.I have one great person who comes to visit(you know who you are).But I can hardly wait till my bestfriend has her baby any day now. From behind my four walls.Maybe it's just a bad day..,yeah maybe
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I totally understand this feeling....I felt like doing that for the longest time and then I just realized I was doing it for the wrong reasons. This is a testament to your life....so what if no one reads it...find joy in just writing...even when you are confused or wondering about something...try doing some things like Thankful Thursday or In Other Words.....and it really helps to keep things in perspective. I can't tell you what to do but I really feel that this is an amazing tool that you can use to share your life with the world!
You might be surprised at how much joy you get from it if you just changed perspective's a little....but again...it really is up to you!
Blessings
Thank-you Crystal your comment is appreciated
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