Monday, June 02, 2008

Have you Ever?

Have you ever had a dark place or a happy place?I have with much regret been in a dark place.Unless you have been there can you fully understand?You may think you can relate but honestly you have to be there.I know how much control this has on someone.I know that God won't give us more than we can handle,but sometimes i wonder how he can give a person so much to deal with?Being in a dark place affects everything you do.Everything and everyone suffer.Your family and friends are affected as you build walls that are hard to take down.Your work suffers.Friends don't understand and think you are mad at them,when you really aren't.Things that you enjoyed doing are no longer fun but feel like a chore.Your sleep suffers either too much or too little.Your appetite suffers.You close off the whole world and enter into complete isolation.Leaving many to wonder what happened.
Being able to answer questions becomes very difficult..You can't guarantee that it won't happen again.As you start to become better and more aware of what's around you there is always that fear of being critizied for your actions.You fear rejection from your peers or being isolated.When you are in a dark place it isn't where you want to be but understanding how you got there can help.It isn't the time to judge or leave them all alone,when what you need is the comfort of having your friends there loving and caring for you just as you are.