Sorry for being so down..,

Okay lately i have been very down okay just too depressing to read lately.I plan on changing that i have so much to be thankful for.Bill,Samm and Jordan.As well as my family that loves me.A church family that really does care,a new years resolution for me is to open up and be how i used to be.I don't have to fear what people will think of me or say about me.I believe in my life I have come a far way from the messed up life I once had.I want to do god's work and walk the way he wants me to,i want to be a daughter that he can be proud of.With time i know that will happen.So thankyou everyone for being so patient with me through all of my up and downs,doubts and fears. love you all blessings