Have you ever been so scared that you don't really know what to do?The last month and a half i have been having pains in my back and side and stomach. Well i finally went to the dr's and they did lots of blood work and other tests,to only get called to have to go back in.Some of my tests have come in and it isn't good.So now i'm thinking why did i wait so long?
I never wanted a life with regret but i have one regret.A dear family friend passed away yesterday. I only went to see him once in the last month.I couldn't bring myself to go back and see him it just hurt too much and i wish i had been there everyday.I keep thinking what kind of friend was I.
He taught my brother and i soo very much.He believed in me and my dreams even when i didn't.He was always there to talk to, to listen to,he was supportive and understanding and loving.And now he is gone and the pain is so overwhelming.I will always remember our motorcycle rides.I will always remember his smile,laugh and his kind and gentle heart.
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I know I'm just some nobody from the web BUT I do know how you feel about not getting to see your friend. My mother died a year ago and to this day I still regret not seeing her the last week before she died...
I'm just saying I know where your coming from and I'm sorry for your loss. Just remember (no matter what religion you claim) This person will always be with you. Even if you cant see or touch them.
Sincerely,
Danielle
nice vedio post i like these kind of posts
Wanted to tell you I'm saying a prayer for you....peace for you for no matter what you are going through. I am praying for health and peace. I stumbled across your blog and was just reading as I was watching the snow and being snowed in in Oklahoma...I hope your week is better and that you will be healthy and find peace knowing your friend knew your love for him...
love you hun... (((hugs)))
I am sorry for your loss. I hear a lot of pain in you post. Try not to let the regret overwhelm you and embrace your memories. Bless you. I hope things get better.
(Praying now )......
Father I lift your child up to you right now.. I pray that peace is on her now in the name of Jesus.. I pray healing on her father..Father give her the strength to seek your face in her time of trouble.. I pray for a release of your holy spirit now on her life. Pour out your blessings on her, and her family. Glory to the king of kings. thank you father.
I lost my brother in 2003. he was a year and 4 days younger then I. In 2009 I lost my dad, and three months later my youngest brother. Peace..... father give us peace its so hard ( sob ) its so very hard. Father please give us peace.
I think we all have this kind of regret. For me - it is double. The last time my Grandmother came to visit - I was young, stupid and didn't spend any time with her. She turned 90 while she was here that year and instead of spending the day with her (and the rest of the family that had come to celebrate) - I claimed to be too busy and although I ate dinner with her that night - I missed the joy of the occasion.
The second one - was a very dear friend. We were arguing the weeks prior to his death and our last conversation on the phone - I wasn't very pleasant. I even threw away a couple of things he had given me and at the time took great delight in tossing them.
Anyway, know that your friend understands and doesn't hold it against you. Sometimes we aren't in the right place to do the right thing. I think these mistakes ultimately make us stronger.
It reminds me of my Grandmother whom i lost a few years ago, whom i dearly loved and moreover i was her FAVOURAITE, but the worst part is i wasn't in touch with her since few years before she died,moreover i couldn't even touch her when she died.
i AM SORRY, you don't know me.
I wanted to follow your blog on a regular basis but couldnt find a gadget on your blog, I would appreciate if you could add a gadget so that People like me could follow your blog on a regular basis.
Aishwarya.
It reminds me of my Grandmother whom i lost a few years ago, whom i dearly loved and moreover i was her FAVOURAITE, but the worst part is i wasn't in touch with her since few years before she died,moreover i couldn't even touch her when she died.
i AM SORRY, you don't know me.
I wanted to follow your blog on a regular basis but couldnt find a gadget on your blog, I would appreciate if you could add a gadget so that People like me could follow your blog on a regular basis.
Aishwarya.
God bless you friend. Don't ever think in regret about what kind of friend you've been. It'll only land up hurting your friend to know he cannot still your aching heart though he's still close by watching, listening, praying.
It means the world to him to know you still care.
p.s. your reports will be fine. stay positive and the best will happen.
that was incredible,please keep up the good work.may you be bless.thanks bye
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