Thankful Thursday

I gone honestly say that im struggling with not being mad with your heavenly father.
The past week and a half have been very struggling for my family.
My brother who is 22 almost passed away and i know that he won't be struggling anymore but why?? Then i started a new medication,which brought out an underlying heartcondition, so hopefully i don't end up in ht hospital with heart surgery(20th) when it started.To make matters worse my mom has been diagnosed with colon cancer her surgery is on the 31st.
Even though all of this is happening my faith is not shaken and i am thankful for the dr's care and compassion.
I am thankful for my friends that are there.
I am thankful for the love that our father in heaven has for me.
I am thankful for the bits of peace that he has given me.
I am thankful for his healing!!! blessings!!!

Why more challenges!!

Well I must say that May has brought my family many challenges.Many which are making me wonder does God really only give us more than we can handle? My Mom who is my brother and i's rock has finally got her tests back and it has been confirmed that she has colon cancer!On sunday may 16th my brother almost passed away. I started a new medication that shot my heart rate sky high on tuesday the 18th of may and now it has been found that i possibly have my dad's heart condition,which almost took his life at 48.I am beyond scared but i know that I am not alone and nothing is in my control.Sorry for such a sad report but i feel so broken,lost,angry and sad!!!Wishing you all a wonderful week!!!Blessings!!!!!