Have you ever been so scared that you don't really know what to do?The last month and a half i have been having pains in my back and side and stomach. Well i finally went to the dr's and they did lots of blood work and other tests,to only get called to have to go back in.Some of my tests have come in and it isn't good.So now i'm thinking why did i wait so long?
I never wanted a life with regret but i have one regret.A dear family friend passed away yesterday. I only went to see him once in the last month.I couldn't bring myself to go back and see him it just hurt too much and i wish i had been there everyday.I keep thinking what kind of friend was I.
He taught my brother and i soo very much.He believed in me and my dreams even when i didn't.He was always there to talk to, to listen to,he was supportive and understanding and loving.And now he is gone and the pain is so overwhelming.I will always remember our motorcycle rides.I will always remember his smile,laugh and his kind and gentle heart.
