I almost forgot,within all the bad news my brother went home on Thursday August 26th.With our whole summer i lost faith and was soo mad with God,I am over that and realize how selfish I was but with our family situation and knowing that my brothers wishes were not to have machines,then being put on them. It broke my heart and now i have somethings to say to my Mom(apologize).For she means the world to me and wehn she reads this i hope she can forgive me.Well Jordan managed to hook up with a dear friend of mine and her children.Bill and i also celebrated our 8th anniversary on sunday the 27th.So yes we all have had fun,as well.