Thursday, September 20, 2007

Thankful Thursday!!!!!




Well what a couple of weeks we have had,with all the hustle and bustle of going back to work,bill going back to camp and the kids going back to school.Do you ever go through times where you feel you just don't belong.By means of no invites to girls night out,birthday parties or events.I feel pushed aside,forgotten,not important.

Now that I have said what i have been holding in for a long time I will get to my favorite post...,thankful thursday!!!!

I am thankful for my two beautiful children who taught me patience,love and understanding.
I am thankful for my husband who with all my faults still loves me unconditionally.
I am thankful for the birth of my second cousin.
I am thankful that my cousin has found love.
I am thankful for the many friendships i have(terri would be lost without you)
I am so thankful that my brother just celebrated his 20th birthday.(luv yah buddy)
I am thankful for the rain,love dancing in it just nobody else wants to.
I am thankful that the little kid comes out in me.
I am thankful that i don't take life so seriously all the time.
I am thankful for the breaks i get at work boy do we need them.
I am thankful for the grace i have in dealing with rude customers.
I am thankful for the colours changing in the leaves.
I am most thankful for God because with out him,i wouldn't have any of this to be thankful for.

Friday, September 07, 2007

Taylot Swift---- Samm introduced me to her music and i love it

Thankful Thursday!!!!







This week I have so much to be thankful for!!
I am so thankful that we are able to go back to church,as i now work sunday nights.
I am so thankful that my daughter is wiling to help by cooking dinner if i prepare it.
I am so thankful that she is willing to take the time to help her brother with his homework.
I am so thankful that i am back at work and am provided with a stool as i can only stand for 15 mins at a time.
I am thankful that i finaly start pyhsio.
I am so thankful that god has given me the stength to admit i have anorexia.
I am thankful that god has shown me that i don't need to know why,that i can trust him 100%.
I am thankful for his neverending love.
I am thankful for the gifts he has given my children and how he has reached them in their own way.
I am thankful that my husband is now saved.
I am thankful for everything we have that he has provided for us.

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

from lynne's blog

Three things that scare me:
1. rejection
2. not being a good mom
3. being yelled at!

Three people who make me laugh:
1. terri
2. jordan
3.samm

Three things I love:
1. God
2. friends/family
3. church family

Three things I don't like:
1.being sick right now
2. cramps
3. spiders

Three things I don't understand:
1. why my brother is terminally ill
2. why people are rude in line ups-im just a person doing the best i can
3. "keeping up with the joneses"

Three things on my desk
1. books
2. pictures
3. ornaments

Three things I am doing right now:
1. writing out my to do list
2. filling out this form
3. nothing else

Three things I want to do before I die: (Lord willin'!)
1. find a cure for duchenne's muscular dystrophy
2. go to paris with my sis
3. go to niagara falls

Three things I can do:
1.read
2. scrapbook
3.write

Three things I can’t do:
1. admit when i need help
2. jog anymore due to my hip
3. algebra

Three things you should listen to:
1. God's voice!
2. rain
3. your children when they have something to tell you even if it is the smallest thing

Three things you should never listen to:
1. gossip
2.
3.

Three shows I watched as a kid:
1. family ties
2. the littlest hobo
3. little house on the prairie

Hypothyroidism-underactive thyroid,a bit of a read

Hypothyroidism - Underactive Thyroid

Hypothyroidism means a reduced level of thyroid hormone (thyroxine). This can cause various symptoms, the most common being: tiredness, weight gain, constipation, aches, dry skin, lifeless hair and feeling cold. Treatment is usually easy by taking a tablet each day to replace the missing thyroxine. Treatment usually works well and symptoms usually go.





What is hypothyroidism?
Thyroxine is a hormone (body chemical) made by the thyroid gland in the neck. It is carried round the body in the bloodstream. It helps to keep the body's functions (the metabolism) working at the correct pace. Many cells and tissues in the body need thyroxine to keep them going correctly.

Hypothyroidism means that the thyroid gland does not make enough thyroxine. It is often called an underactive thyroid. This causes many of the body's functions to slow down.

(In contrast, if you have hyperthyroidism, you make too much thyroxine. This causes many of the body's functions to speed up.)

What are the symptoms of hypothyroidism?
Many symptoms can be caused by a low level of thyroxine. Basically, everything 'slows down'. Not all symptoms develop in all cases.

Symptoms that commonly occur include: tiredness, weight gain, constipation, aches, feeling cold, dry skin, lifeless hair, fluid retention, mental slowing, and depression.
Less common symptoms include: a hoarse voice, irregular or heavy menstrual periods in women, infertility, loss of sex drive, carpal tunnel syndrome (which causes pains and numbness in the hand), and memory loss or confusion in the elderly.
However, all these symptoms can be caused by other conditions, and sometimes the diagnosis is not obvious. Symptoms usually develop slowly, and gradually become worse over months or years as the level of thyroxine in the body gradually falls.

What are the possible complications of hypothyroidism?
If you have untreated hypothyroidism:

You may have an increased risk of developing heart disease. This is because a low thyroxine level causes the blood lipids (cholesterol, etc) to rise.
If you are pregnant, you have an increased risk of developing some pregnancy complications. For example: pre-eclampsia, anaemia, premature labour, low birth weight, stillbirth, and serious bleeding after the birth.
Hypothyroid coma (myxoedema coma) is a very rare complication.
However, with treatment, the outlook is excellent. With treatment, symptoms usually go, and you are very unlikely to develop any complications.

Who gets hypothyroidism?
About 1 in 50 women, and about 1 in 1000 men develop hypothyroidism at some time in their life. It most commonly develops in adult women, and becomes more common with increasing age. However, it can occur at any age and can affect anyone.

What causes hypothyroidism?
Autoimmune thyroiditis - the common cause
The most common cause is due to an 'autoimmune disease' called autoimmune thyroiditis. The immune system normally makes antibodies to attack bacteria, viruses, and other 'germs'. If you have an autoimmune disease, the immune system makes antibodies against certain tissues of your body.

With autoimmune thyroiditis, you make antibodies that attach to your own thyroid gland which affect the glands function. The thyroid gland is then not able to make enough thyroxine, and hypothyroidism gradually develops. It is thought that something triggers the immune system to make antibodies against the thyroid. The 'trigger' is not known.

Autoimmune thyroiditis is more common than usual in people with:

A family history of hypothyroidism caused by autoimmune thyroiditis.
Down's syndrome. Hypothyroidism develops in 1 in 3 people with Down's syndrome before the age of 25 years. Symptoms of hypothyroidism may be missed more easily in people with Down's syndrome. Therefore, some doctors recommend that all people with Down's syndrome should have an annual blood test to screen for hypothyroidism.
Turner's syndrome. Again, an annual blood test to screen for hypothyroidism is usually advised for people with this condition.
An enlarged thyroid gland (diffuse goitre).
A past history of Graves' disease, or thyroiditis following childbirth.
A personal or family history of other autoimmune disorders. For example, vitiligo, pernicious anaemia, Addison's disease, Type 1 diabetes, premature ovarian failure, coeliac disease, Sjogren's syndrome.
Some people with autoimmune thyroiditis also develop a swollen thyroid gland (goitre). Autoimmune thyroiditis with a goitre is called Hashimoto's disease.

People with autoimmune thyroiditis have a small increased risk of developing other autoimmune conditions such as vitiligo, pernicious anaemia, etc.

Surgery or radioactive treatment to the thyroid gland
These are common causes of hypothyroidism in the UK due to increasing use of these treatments for other thyroid conditions.

Other causes
Other causes of hypothyroidism are less common and include:

A side-effect to some medicines. For example, amiodarone and lithium.
Other types of 'thyroiditis' (thyroid inflammation) caused by infection or other rare conditions.
A pituitary gland problem is a rare cause. The pituitary gland that lies just under the brain makes a hormone called thyroid stimulating hormone (TSH). This stimulates the thyroid gland to make thyroxine. If the pituitary does not make TSH, then the thyroid cannot make enough thyroxine.
Some children are born with an underactive thyroid gland (congenital hypothyroidism).
How is hypothyroidism diagnosed?
A blood test can diagnose hypothyroidism. A normal blood test will also rule it out if symptoms suggest that it may be a possible diagnosis. One or both of the following may be measured:

Thyroid-stimulating hormone (TSH). This hormone is made in the pituitary gland. It is released into the bloodstream. It stimulates the thyroid gland to make thyroxine. If the level of thyroxine in the blood is low, then the pituitary releases more TSH to try and stimulate the thyroid gland to make more thyroxine. Therefore, a raised level of TSH means the thyroid gland is underactive and is not making enough thyroxine.
Thyroxine (T4). A low level of T4 confirms hypothyroidism.
Note: some people have a raised TSH but have a normal T4. This means that you are making enough thyroxine but the thyroid gland is needing extra 'stimulation' from TSH to make the required amount of thyroxine. In this situation you have an increased risk of developing hypothyroidism in the future. Your doctor may advise a repeat blood test every so often to see if you do eventually develop hypothyroidism.

Other tests are not usually necessary unless a rare cause of hypothyroidism is suspected. For example, tests of the pituitary gland may be done if both the TSH and T4 are low.

How is hypothyroidism treated?
The treatment is to take levothyroxine (thyroxine) tablets each day. This replaces the thyroxine which your thyroid gland is not making. Most people feel much better soon after starting treatment. Ideally, take the tablet on an empty stomach (before breakfast). This is because some foods rich in calcium or iron may interfere with the absorption of levothyroxine from the gut. (For the same reason, don't take levothyroxine tablets at the same time of day as calcium or iron tablets.)

What is the dose of levothyroxine?
Most adults need between 50 and 150 micrograms daily. A low dose is sometimes prescribed at first, especially in those over 60 or with heart problems, and is then gradually increased over a period of time. Blood tests are usually taken every 2-3 months, and the dose may be adjusted accordingly. The blood test measures TSH (see above). Once the blood TSH level is normal it means you are taking the correct amount of levothyroxine. It is then common practice to check the TSH blood level once a year. The dose may need adjustment in the early stages of pregnancy. Also, as you get into late middle age and older, you may need a reduced dose of levothyroxine.

Missed a tablet?
Everyone forgets to take their tablets from time to time. Don't worry as it is not dangerous to miss the odd forgotten levothyroxine tablet. You can take any missed doses as soon as you remember. However, you should try to take levothyroxine regularly each morning for maximum benefit.

How long is the treatment for?
For most people, treatment is for life. Occasionally, the disease process reverses. This is uncommon apart from the following:

Children. Sometimes hypothyroidism is a temporary condition in older children. (This is not so for children who are born with an underactive thyroid.)
Pregnancy. Some women develop thyroid imbalance after having a baby. If it occurs, it typically happens about three to six months after the birth. Often this lasts just a few months and corrects itself. Treatment is needed only in a small number of cases. However, afterwards it is wise to have a yearly blood test as there is an increased risk of developing autoimmune thyroiditis and long-term hypothyroidism in the future.
Are there any side-effects or problems from treatment?
Usually not. Levothyroxine tablets replace the body's natural hormone, so side-effects are uncommon. However, if you have angina, you may find that your angina pains become worse when you first start levothyroxine. Tell a doctor if this happens.

If you take too much levothyroxine it can lead to symptoms and problems of an over-active thyroid. For example, palpitations, diarrhoea, irritability, and sweating, and increases the risk of developing osteoporosis. This is why you need blood tests to check that you are taking the correct dose.

Other medicines may interfere with the action of levothyroxine. For example, carbamazepine, iron tablets, phenytoin, and rifampicin. If you start any of these medicines, or change the dose, then you may need to alter the dose of the levothyroxine. Your doctor will advise. Also, if you take warfarin, the dose may need to be altered if you have a change in your dose of levothyroxine.

Free prescriptions
If you have hypothyroidism, you are entitled to free prescriptions. This is for all your medicines, whether related to the hypothyroidism or not. Ask at your GP surgery for a form to fill in (form FP92A) to claim this benefit.

In summary
Hypothyroidism is common.
Symptoms develop gradually. They may be confused with other conditions.
Treatment with levothyroxine tablets is usually easy and effective.
Treatment is usually for life.
Have a blood test once a year if you take levothyroxine tablets once your dose has become stabilised.
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Thursday, August 30, 2007

wow what a week to be thankful!!!




Well my medical mystery has been diagnosed with hypothryrodism-underactive thyroid gland.i used to weigh 160 now i,m at 107.and battling anorexia.However I am still going to work. So on to
THANKFUL THURSDAY

This week I am thankful for being able to go back to work,
I am thankful that I am invited to my sisters wedding,
I am thankful that my daughter's boyfriend of two years was allowed to come visit us for a week.
I am thankful that my husband was home for our 9th anniversary.
I am thankful that I get to be a big part of my friends baby's life.
I am thankful for the ipod that my husband got me,boy was he sneaky,he picked his own gift a new reciever for upstairs to watch t.v.
I am very thankful for the new car we purchased today.
But most of all I am thankful for God's love which is never ending,for all of the things we have been blessed would not have happened without his love and guidance

Sunday, August 26, 2007

my cousin had their baby boy!!!!!!

On august 22 my newest little member of my family was born.they names him Troy_____ parkinson.

Happy 9TH Anniversary Bill!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!August 27th

i LOVE YOU WITH EVERY OF MY BEING, YOU HAVE MADE ME HAPPY THROUGH ALL THE TOUGH TIMES AND IN SICKNESS AND HEALTH WE ARE STILL HERE 9 YEARS LATE.MANY MORE YEARS TO COME. LOVE YOU

Thursday, August 23, 2007

must be invisible or lost!!!!

hey everyone i'm stil here hanging in blogger land too as well as facebook.

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

love the movie and the song

thankful thursday



Well wow what a week,i am so thankful that i had just a week with my girl.
I am so thankful that she knew what to do when i fel down our stairs and
knew what to do.
I am so thankful that my son will be returning home on sat as well as my
husband.
I am so thankful that the dr's spent so much time running tests and not giving
up till they found out why i was fainting,low blood pressure etc,I have Hypothyroidism an under-active thyroid a condition which the gland doesn't enough thyroid hormoneto regulate the needs of the body.
I am thankful for everyday that i have with my children and hubby.
I am thankful for being remminded to stop and smell the flowers.

a mystery solved???

Well after 3 weeks of fainting spells and tonnes of blood work and tests it appears that i have Hypothyroidism, also called under-active thyroid,is a conditionin which the tyroid gland doesn't produce enough thyroid hormone to regulate the needs of the body.So where does that leave me right now unfortunatly very sick have to go on meds for the rest of my life.However there still is the other problem with my blood that needs to be worked out to.I am so releaved to finally have an answer even though it was bad news.However life is way too short,so i will not be letting it control my life.Even if it means a new lifestyle all together.Can't wait for jordan and bill to come home on sat.

Monday, August 20, 2007

life..,

No nothing really going on here,just trying to get better and awaiting bill and jordans arrival home.Saturday after a week of meds and no fainting spells i fainted and went down a flight of stairs all i can say is ouch that really hurt.hope everyone has a great day. blessings

Friday, August 17, 2007

thankful thursday




Another week;
This week I am thankful that my mom,brother and stepdad were not hurt when they were in a car accident last Sat.
I am thankful that my daughter made it home safe even with a loong delay.
I am thankful that my youngest will be home on the 25th as well as my hubby.
I am thankful for my wonderful camera,so i can take such beautiful pics,which makes me not feel so homesick.

Thursday, August 16, 2007

When one loses their way?

I always thought I had things pretty together,lately im not so sure anymore.With the ending of summer coming I have never felt this homesick ever.I'n sure it hasn't helped with being as sick as i am.I would have come to cell tonight but i just feel i can't face anyone right now as i never know if I will faint or not.This has also done some damage within my feelings.I need help for anorexia,there i said it.Yes I am ashamed has i should know better.I feel safe at home or terri's but not too far.blessings and lots of love.

Friday, August 10, 2007



I can hardly believe that i missed my favorite post of all.
This week i have a lot to be thankful for my bestfriend and her
father for finding me when i fainted four times and believe ambulance rides are not fun.
I am thankful for the ambulance attendends and paramedics for their immediate help.
I am thankful to the drès who are taking such a watchful eye on me.
I am thankful that i have enough friends who are their as i can not be left alone at all.
But mostly i am thankful that my girl will be home tommorrow and my son on the 25th.

things could be looking better

Right now i have fainted to the poing of being taken to the hospital by ambulance not fun.All we know is that my heart rate is too low my sugar count is to low and i am lcosing blood cels and they donèt know why.So far i have had a b12 shot ouch,ièm on calcium folic acid and iron and well as dealing with my hip still.However with the downfal i am not allowed to be lfet alone at all.They are still running every test possible.the great news is my baby girl comes home tommorrow and my magoo on the 25th.right noe thankyou for keeping us inyour prayers.

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

hi there;

I must say that life has been interesting in one week alone i passed out completly luckily my husbdan was home.Yesrterday i was so thankful to my bestfriedn who i told i would be back in an hour,her dad phoned her to tell her that we would meet at my house.They both knew something was wrong as i was found face down,tok paramedics a good full hour to wake me.I spent 6 hours in the hospital injuring the back of my right shoulder and landing on my hip again.they did a suger test i am 4.3 which is good but my calcium came back low and vitd.whn i went to the dr's they gave me a b12 shot which hurt.he also noticed my red and white cells are very low so calcium and iron and folic acid.i have more tests to do though.I just thankgod that terri and her dad were there.So other than that i am exited to have samm come home on sat and jord on the 25th.blessings.

Saturday, August 04, 2007

hi there

Hello there everyone!!!!

Where to begin,well i don't have cancer but they have diagnosed me with Regional Dystrophy Pain Syndrom.Right now i am on tonnes of meds which make me pretty dizzy and i am mostly on bed rest.My husband will be leaving anyday now.My daughter Samm is having fun in P.g. My son was suppossed to be home on the 1st however he is being kept till the 25th so he is very upset.He has 4 appointments he can't miss however his father doesn't seem to care what is in the best interest for him and unfortunatly the appointments can't be changed as they were booked in may.I am thankful for my wonderful bestest friends terri and jay,lynne with whom i would be lost.So working with his worker to bring him home sooner.Hope everyone has a great week end.blessings from our house to yours.I would also comment more but we are in the search for a new computer.!!!
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